Recent developments are going to lead to me minimizing my online presence, for at least the coming week.
After that week, I may or may not be able to return to a more active presence. Nothing is certain at this point.
I’ll be available to respond to asks and messages, but other than what is already in my queue, I won’t be posting much if at all.
I have started sleeping in the nude sometimes. It’s a self esteem thing.
Experiencing my body, telling myself I’m desirable and I look good naked.
I just wish that I was actually allowed the body agency I deserve. And could afford to act on it.
But in the mean time, I’m trying to feel good about what I got.
What’s weird is that even though I feel like my body is very male, most of the time. I submitted a pic of my bum to a body-positive blog the other day, that posts of (self-identified) women.
And not only did it get posted and liked, but it was reblogged as (paraphrasing here) an “outstanding amateur ass”
Which makes me feel pretty good.
I’ve got a cute butt that reads as a girl butt, and that’s a big win.